I have been feeling awful for the past few days. I don't know, I guess sometimes it's normal that we need to go through this sometimes. Where despite my efforts to keep positive thoughts all the time, it would have to go down and feel low and get tried keeping that positive spirits.
I feel sick right now. I can feel a slight fever building up, probably because of this darned AC behind me that spits cold air straight to my back without giving me a warning. I know, sounds stupid! And I know this sounds a little selfish, but I am silently wishing that this darned AC would break for two weeks, and would not get fixed even by an expert technician. Yeah, I'm bad right, but my back can't take it anymore. I hope they would forgive me.
Life is just absurd. Sometimes its jokes are not funny anymore. I don't feel good lately. I wish this would pass sooner. Earlier this morning I prayed to God to give me strength to get through the day. So help me God.
There are days where I feel like just spending time with my friend over coffee and just laugh and talk about life. I wish someone would just ask me out. A friend, coffee and laugh. Milk tea will do good :)